MY A T0 Z. -antam ja-.

A-l0ne.
B-ebeh is my nick.
C-r0ss finger.
D-amn life.
E-mpty inside.
F-anat t0 be with. (x
G-ila2 cikit. =p
H-eartbr0ken. =(
I-nsane. b0wh~
J-ack -i l0ve it. =)
K-iss29
L-0nely. -f0r n0w.
M-0ody. -s0metime.
N-0ty. hehe (x
0-ffbeat. yay!
P-0oh -i ad0re it. =p
Q-uerul0us. haha (=
R-ainb0w.
S-ick 0f my life.
T-eenage. =)
U-nwanted. -maybe.
V-engeful. b0wh!
W-acky. wawa.
X-29x. -nada idea.
Y-ah0o. -apakan?
Z-er0. \m/

its fun. why d0nt y0u try s0me? hehe. -
(29thJune)

SAHABAT. (0oh cane caranya,hehe)

SAHABAT yang baik akan sentiasa berada di sisi ketika tane memerlukan. Mengikut kajian yang dilakukan di Australia, 0rang-0rang yang di kelilingi sahabat pada masa tuanya cenderung bertahan hidup lebih lama. W0a,, hebat ni, sebelum ku teruskan,di sini ada ucapan pendek buat teman2 ku sekalian,cewah,,'kamu kamu,udah ku tua nanti,sentiasa sama aku a,di mana jua ku berada,sama2 tane idup lama,haha. Kalau dpt th sebalahan umah. Tau2 nya nyanyuk dah,bngun ja pg 'eh mua mu sj jua ku liat' haha,,,-panat-'...0k ok,teruskan,, Sikap yang perlu di amal kan dalam persahabatan :

1/. BERSIKAP TERBUKA.

2/.JANGAN AMBIL KESEMPATAN.

3/.HARGAI SAHABAT.

4/.BERSIKAP JUJUR.

5/.TERIMA SEADANYA.

6/.CARI JALAN PENYELESAIAN.

Mutiara persahabatan: ' Sikap eg0 tidak perlu ada dalam persahabatan, sebaliknya perlu saling memahami dan mempercayai satu sama lain. Dengan ini,ikatan persahabatan akan berkekalan. yeah!'

chill 0ut' (29thJune)

TIDUR. Inf0 ab0ut it f0r yg suka tidur. -im 0ne 0f them. (x

Adakah jangka masa tidur b0leh menentukan pr0duktiviti sese0rang? Jawapannya ialah YA dan TIDAK. Mereka yang tidur terlalu lama mempunyai risik0 lebih tinggi untuk dijangkiti pelbagai penyakit,terutama gangguan pada kardi0raskular seperth str0k dan kanser,berbanding dengan mereka yang kurang tidur. Sementara itu berdasarkan kajian yang dilakukan di luar negara menunjukkan mereka yang kurang tidur pula terdedah kepada risik0 penyakit kencing manis dan badan akan menjadi lebih gemuk. Jadi pastikan masa tidur teratur dan mencukupi. (x thats all. nya urg brunei 'pandai-pandai tah bepikir' =D. (29thJune)

- LIFE. -

0h what a life... remembering all the past day 0ne by 0ne..keep refreshing my mind s0 that i w0nt feel regret remembering the pain and sad mem0ry. keep saying that i will be okay n0 matter what. im just an 0rdinary girl with my simple life. and still...i d0nt kn0w what i need and want..hm..everything c0uld happen..s0 this is life..=| (29thJune)

STUPID J0B. READ THIS. . haha-

eh ada kaja pat 3rd fl0or dmall ahh..nda pyh gtau namanya la,just gtau yg drg bjual ph0t0 frame and brg2 antik a..haha...jnth d apply t0h kaja sana ahh..ganya kaja 2hari dlm sbulan. pedah ja tu. bkn ane sj,just kaja time philipin tu cuti jaa..ng0k jua t0h..yg ia sbln kaja,dapat bratus. yg 2hari kaja ne,dh th kaja 12jam. 10inggit gnya t0h. haha..bushit..pdntah nda laku. baru tau.. lg 1,lau nda kaja smpi 2bln which is 4days gnya kaja,nda kana byr gji. huh?? nda ng0k mana 2. gnya 40inggit. aku pn dpt cr dlm sbln..nda pyh smpi 2bln. haha..em0c aku ahh. awu la,mna inda..rmi yg apply. s0 h0pefully nda laku sana ahh. hehe. jahat t0h c bebeh.. =p (29thJune)

-BUSY TIME-

what a busy day..h0peFully dpt kaja as i wished. bnyk plg kana call,tgl plih ganya......busy busy ne,i miss my fwenzy jua..my d0omkiss and my besties1306 and eyrull..huh..i miss u guys s0 much......here i stand al0ne,but i can d0 this. i can get thr0ugh this. i kn0w,we can meet s0on. well,i wish... and miss s0me0ne juaaa..ntahlh. huh..(= (29thJune)

- J0B . J0B. J0B. 0hh-

hmm talking b0ut j0b..bnyk dh ku apply with my besties..s0 far g0t interview 2places.0kay jua..n0t bad..maklum,n0w urg abis dah examm and while waiting f0r result and nadakn dbuat d umahh..baik jua cr kajaa,ayt..dpat jua pglaman baru..huhu..t0day 14th n0v..aku supp0se t0 be ada training suk and lusa..but ndatau angin mana dtg,cina t0h tukar aku ri ahad ja..aduyh,aku lgi bingungg nehh..c0z my bestie and dq lyla ku,bsuk ahh..drg bdua,aku s0rg..apa kess??...i dnt mind plg tp kna gtau pat mumy..aku lgsg nda kna tpun..eh apa ne??..hmm..smpikn dmam mkirkn..n0w n0t feeling well,ada dh tnda2 dmam aa. aduyh...n0w aku just h0pe dpt pt sblh arcade mall tu ja,hehe..bkn milih,f sna,i g0t transprt t0 g0 t0 w0rk...hm..ntahlah..ikut rezeki msing2..lau dh takdir catu,trima ja..apakan??ahaha..bh2. rest lu..paneng dh kpla ne,pkirn g bsrbut..tgn g lalah,jari g sangal..huhu..(29thJune)

MUMY 0H MUMY

HAppy birthday mummy. may g0d bleSs y0u. w0rds cant describe h0w much i l0ve y0u.. u are never be replace. n0 0ther w0men can d0 all the things u had d0 f0r us.. y0ur happiness is 0ur spirit.. y0ur j0ke is 0ur smile.. a.k.a urg melayu ckp TIADA BANDINGAN. hehe.. l0ve always fr0m me y0ur daughter. yg n0ty and ann0ying ,hehe.. mwahx mwahx.. (29thJune)

S0 tired. but its fun .

10/11 - kami ke mall ahhh. dari kul 1.30 sampai 10 lalu mlm a.hahaha. panat ehh. dhth ngalehh,kaki g sakitt tp nda ramai urg,s0 siuk jua laa.. nda jua smpit jalan,nda jua pnuh lif,nda jua sasak pat parking..ceh aku a,cm mbwa keta gnya. ehehe.. hmm bkn pa dmall aa,smbil cr pat kaja ks0ngg. slajur bjaur. nyehehe.. kami yg jalan ne g panat2. drg ja,aku inda. =p =p,,ahaha..time apply kaja a,kn nunggu kna call g,lau gtau awal nda jua apa. ane lst min waa. t0day 11/11 - 9.45am td ku kna tpun interview aa,GUESS WHAT? kana curuh dtg kul 10,gila jua udah tu,bru juaku bgn..huhu..x ku jwp,ndaku dpt ne,bh bh. . .blsnya,bh mnsj la dtg yg pnting tghri. ehehe. tau pn. kelurusan g my br0 and my d0oms interview jua. pksa th rush g ke yayasan. aku dmglait,bkn nya hmpir t0h,baik jua mumy sp0rting,lau nda. kna b0m x. ahaha.. then ptg ke tnjg bnut g kmi bt sndri2,sj wa jln2. nda pndi ngleh kmi t0h. chill ja.ehe.. ptg? apa g. td0lh.ehe. .then mlm,ke umh adq lyla. stdy grup jap. pastu res aiman aaa. ane 1lalu dh. .bef0re 2 smpi umh,buat lu pa yg patut pastu ngampai .yeaahh. .12/11 g exam. ehe. . .paneng paneng. . . . . . .(lilbebeh)

I just d0nt get it. -s0 this is LIFE.

hmm..like i said bef0re,bkn kn menyindir or what s0 ever.justkan mluahkan my opini0n.bukan tuk judge or sindir2 urg tp bgtau apa kta at..well this is me,aku nda prnh anggp ia tu as my beban ka apa ka. he's my friend. Aku t0l0ng apa yg mampu,nda tau la rupanya dblakang kna ckp yg aku ne kra mcm pandai bg nasihat ja but nda merasa,,i kn0w,berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul,s0 aku rasa aku AS KAWAN,,cuba dah apa yg mampu dmi kawan,,emm,aku trima tu kna sndir ka apaka,,that way aku tau cna urg nilai aku ne,.S0 maybe i just have t0 keep myself SILENT drpd mluahkan s0mething yg ku rasa nasihat p kna pkir mgajar n mnagur,s0mething yg ku rasa slh p kna pkir menyalahi,.S0 what the p0int aku ne??..Time senang ja ma kawan?Uh. Well,im n0t that type p f urang pkir catu,manasajalh. Nama jua manusia,pkiran ma at nda dapat d k0ntr0l. Kadang pa yg dbuat,nda kna hrgai,nda dbuat,kna pkir nda mgenang krg,,cnakan tu?,,as their s0me lyric 'n0 b0dy wants t0 be al0ne in the w0rld'..S0 d0 i.,apath lg mbiarkan kwn ku s0rg2,,kwn g ku nda snggup buat catu,pa g BESTIE?,huh..Ane manasajalah,yg pnting n0w I RATHER KEEP SILENT,bkn ngmbil at o apa,,p ku rasa dlm keadaan cane ne,bekth diam diri lu drpd mbuat hal ne makin w0rst. I didnt blame cpa2,its dpend on apa penerimaan urg tentang aku. ,,SILENT --(29thJune)..

S0ME PE0PLE.

i just d0nt get it..s0me pe0ple dpt dtgur,s0me inda. kadang ada bru ckit,.udahtah ambil ati p nda pkir apa ada dsblik tguran aaa..4 me,ada dua mksud..1/maybe yeah da s0me part
0f diri tane ne mesti g d ubah,mesti g dtgur,dsna tane tau apa yg nda baik pasal tane nee. nda ja? . 2/ada yg mnagur supaya tane sdar cna tane ne sbnrnya. yea drg nada hak cruh ubh o whatever la,well like every1 always said that n0 1 perfect, tapi apa slhnya tane nilai dlu diri ne? .liat apa yg ada pat diri ne smpi urg mngur. urg ndakn nagur lau tane ne okay bg drg,rite? . f0r urg yg dpt dtgur,alhamdulillah lah. skurang-kurangnya ia pkir dua x and pkir p0sitif. . .im here writing b0ut all this stuff,bknkn sindir cpa2 o ucp pa ka.. apa da smua tu kn? buang masa ja. drpd klae n nda btgur jdnya,baik awal2 nda pyh knl,nda jua skt ati, nda ja? .huhu. pa nya urg,bkwn biar ramai,susah senang sama2 merasa. cematu tah kawan. (= (29thJune)

- - - S T U D Y G R O U P - -

time ne umah adq lyla..b0wh brijap ee antinya aa..ahaha..cm apa ckp ma aku a..nda pyh serius deh....tau th ku ne panat...cikit g ku ktwa ane wa,haha...bek jua la ku dpt thn,lau nda kna taing x ee..huhu...gla gla..bh bh,kn bljr maths lu...susahh eeh....nyahaha..chill ja..=p =p (29thJune)

What a h0t day!

N0w im 0n my way h0me..td umah cbu0y..sj wa chill,drpd nadakn dbuat d umahh..memasak jua kmi td 2..nmpk wa ku nda pndi msk nasi aa..esh bg malu eh,bni2 apa ne..uhuh..and and td kmi msak swet n s0ur chckn..mcm nda mnjdi wa..ayam g pucat sulnya..aduy..haha..tp ok jua la,bek jua da s0snya..tpkn bwg yg dp0t0ng cbu0y tu bsr2 aah..laki2 jua bnr..nyehaha..pas2 pas2 dh ciap smua,mknth kmi..aku yg bnyk ceta aa..andgnya ne aku a,talkaktif...maklum,apa ada diam2??mrusak kn suasana ja..chewah..n0w lintas dpn kdi kaling udah kmi aa..ahaha..bh bh..ne ja lu..krg smbg g...(29thJune)

MISS MY 5R FRIENDS!!

i miss kamu s0 much eee...all the b0ys and girls nya aaaa..nanti hang0ut lagi..masa sungkai ri tu nda c0mplete aa..huhu..hampa tp enj0y ja la..apa jua bleh buatkn,nDakn mjal d angkut ke mamih qlap aa..silap hribln,kuar pemarang perindungan..haha..kamu kamu,liat wyg nanti eeh..aku th pbaik membayarkan TP kamu bg duit lah..hahaha. eee miss u guys..kan menti0n nama kmu dsini tp tkt da yg missing..adeyh..suk2 th ku mbuat aa. yg pnting ku ssaayyaanngg kamu..alalala..MWAHX.(= (29thJune)

3.15am. i cant sleep!

w0aaa. i cant cleep eee. akit paut g nee. dr td dh aa. pas blik dr pnti aa..aduy..pusing sna,pusing sni..nda jua baik. cna nee?..kusutt jua ku ne knn..mb sal luan bnyk bbun x td..hahaha..td dpnti ah,panat2 t0h kami aa..main s0al2,ciuk laa..chill...well,sdglah. apakn? . .haha.. ey msne ku pluk bntl ku aaa. s0 tight,lau urg wa,lamas x ehh..huhu..erk akit paut eh..tp jari lncar katik2 keypad. iath yg mhal 2,aha.....aduy..(29thJune)

weee. . . .apa eh apa eh??

time neee umah c adq lyla ku....kami liat raja lawakk aa. yg ulangan aa. n0w giliran pak tamm. kami nunggu c nabil aahh. bth ee.aha..mcm2 ragam kami dcne aa..c amar,abg n ey0y f0kus ja liat tv,jap2 twa..panat,haha..,c aiman mnaip bl0g aa..haha..c adq lyla ku pluk bntal..aku?ne cbuk mnaip. p kajap2 lirik pat tv. nyehaha..jalan pantai ka nda ne krg ahh.. lapar ku ehh. parut ja tau apa rasanya. ehe.n0w kul 11pm..0n9 msn,kna sindir g 2 manu klh..huh..jd npakn??andg rulez game jua tu..h0t saya ne,hahaha..i miss s0me0ne waaa.cpa nahh? ey adath 2..huhu..bth e alai ne,kn jln jua ku ne..naik dh kaki ne pat s0fa..mun tlimpg wa,nyasal drg ne..nymn bnr td0ku ne krg..haha..b0wh..emm..(29thJune)

---DOOMKISS---

------lets going nut!!..=p..(29thJune)

WHY? . . . . .0h.

ee i d0nt get it..why s0me guys have t0 lie b0ut their status??mksd ku,ada s0me guys yg bgf,bla da feeling pat other gals,sgp wa nipu drg single aa..uhh. fine,atu okay lg..yg smpi sumpah dmi nama allah t0hh??0ver dh tu eh..nda g ngat d0sa dmi kmhuan aa..nda slh jujur dr kna patan,nda ja??aduy..bkn s0rg dua,bnyk dh ku dgr ceta aa..hmm..apa2 aje la..sj wa mluahkn em0c. eceh..(lilbebeh)

Ahh nda jd td0. . . .aduy..

nahh bru juakan td0..kana bwa tia jalan leh c adq. 0h btw c lyla namanya. nyeh..hmm paneng ku eee. p cian c adq ku t0hh. takut ia d umahh..s0 dulur ja tia..hari g panas nee..n0w 0tw umahnya. 3.14pm.. with aiman,ammar n br0...krg mlm jd nda jln ne aa.. mlm minggu xa..mau jua chill. yeahhh. bh bh,atu krg th pkir. yg pnting,smpikn hjat c adq ku dlu.. . . . .(29thJune)

I d0nt kn0w what t0 d0. . . . .yeah!

N0w its 2.25pm. what a h0t dayy.. n0w im lying with p0oh and my pill0w jj..hug2 s0 tight..hehe..selalunya panas2 cane ne..nyaman td0 nee..but b0ring jua d umahh aa.kan jalan jua ku nee..cpa jua brungau??haha. nda phm.. emm im b0red p mun jln tghri o ptg..panas waa..ku mana suka ne panas2 aah..dh th panas,mun itam krg..aku yg riuh t0h..aha..mcm2 ne dlm kpla ku msne. .kn td0 ada jua,kn cleep ada jua..b0wh cane ne??mana 1 patut ku pilih?.ahaha..bntal ku ane lg,beulit tia gnya ma aku..eceh,nda tblik ka t0h?.antam ja tia...wahhh exam g lum abis..cm bnr gnya ingau aa..k0n0n exam aku ne..bljr pn inda..cemanakan tu??aduyy..nada semangat wa belajar ahh. . . . .huhu. . .bh ne ja lu. .kusut dh bntal ku nyuruh td0 ah..hehe.. . . .(29thJune)

WHAT's AB0UT ME?

waaa..im here im here. describing b0ut me,myself and i..0h me?i d0nt really understand b0ut me. what exactly i want,what i need. crazy,huh? well,kinda..aha. s0metime my stupidity cause pe0ple ar0und me disapp0int 0f me..guess,everything i d0,disapp0int s0me0ne,huh?..i try t0 change..i really d0 but it take times t0 change..and its hard f0r me t0o. hmm. let time decide. life must g0es 0n..ayt ayt? emm. (29thJune)

W0RST OR BETTER?

i d0nt kn0w if im getting better 0r w0rst. i have been thr0ugh a l0t 0f things since the day that i end it. im hurt. s0 hurt. i cry. i laugh. i j0ke. i smile. i fall. it seems d0esnt w0rk that way. way that i wanted it t0 be. i just want everything t0 be right. but every thing i d0,i disapp0int s0me0ne. what else c0uld i d0? . guess silent w0uld be fine. huh. ---29thJune.