W0RST OR BETTER?

i d0nt kn0w if im getting better 0r w0rst. i have been thr0ugh a l0t 0f things since the day that i end it. im hurt. s0 hurt. i cry. i laugh. i j0ke. i smile. i fall. it seems d0esnt w0rk that way. way that i wanted it t0 be. i just want everything t0 be right. but every thing i d0,i disapp0int s0me0ne. what else c0uld i d0? . guess silent w0uld be fine. huh. ---29thJune.